Up and Down
I didn't get "zapped" during physical therapy. And I have some really great physical and occupational therapists that I see. They did some testing, and none of it surprised me with my mental functioning. Had trouble with numbers, patterns, memory.
Everyday I can lift my arm a little bit higher.
I could feel warmth in my left toes this evening (before they just felt freezing numb).
I just realized that the right side of my tongue isn't as numb anymore either.
My brain continues to not work correctly....I think it's a lot of constant memory loss. It could be from radiation, could be from surgery, could be from anxiety. I'm glad I'm getting some physical abilities back, but I do pray more of my mental functioning comes back as well. It's especially frustrating when as a teacher, you can't even help your kids very well with their homework. Or even have what I'd consider a normal conversation with friends.
But again, I'm alive. And tomorrow I get to celebrate Ella's birthday with her.
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(Luke 1:37 KJV) For with God nothing shall be impossible.
posted by Undomestic @ 6:14 PM
10 Comments:
We missed you today at spa! Our prayers were about healing for you and praise for the improvements you are experiencing. The boys and I can't wait for Ella's party. My prayer is that you are feeling better this evening.
Cari, My best friend had a bone marrow transplant and she hated that sometimes she couldn't find words when she was trying to speak. She would refer to it as "Chemo Brain", so 5 years later when we have a senior moment we all still say I am just having chemo brain, so be patient it does get better. Lori (Dana's friend)
So happy to hear about the progress you are making; how wonderful! Sending many prayers for continued strength and patience as you experience even more physical, emotional and mental improvements...and, of course, Happy Birthday Ella!
I'm so glad to hear about the improvements.
Praying for continued healing and function- both physical and mental.
Happy birthday Ella - hope you all have a fun day celebrating.
Kuddos for all the improvements and always the enthusiasm - trust me, you always come across with a glass half full attitude. Awesome stuff.
It's a good thing you had so much brain power to begin with, Cari! ;) You still sound perfectly smart and together to me.
So glad there's good progress!!
Hooray for you and prayers being answered! It is a joy to hear of your arm mobility and decreased numbness. Let the prayers continue for full restoration of your health! Peace to you.
Hi, Cari -
This is Jodi, Budd and Kathy Brandon's daughter. They gave me your blog address and I've been reading for a while now. Just wanted to let you know I am cheering you on in south Jersey. I told my dad to tell your dad if he ever needs anything to just holler -- I live in between the water company in Voorhees and Ocean City. Would be happy to help any way I can. Sending you happy and healthy thoughts for a warm holiday season with your beautiful family! :)
Cheers,
Jodi
Oh hooray. I'm so glad the numbness is dissipating.
I enjjoyed reading your post
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